Happy Friday!
Bruce and I had a
date tonight! It was so wonderful to
look across the table and see his wonderful face. I have missed my time with him a great deal. So here is the countdown: one week and two “on
calls” to go! I hope to write my final
exam tomorrow or at least get a good start on it between phone calls while at
Huguley. Please pray for an outbreak of
wellness for tomorrow.
Prayer: “Lord, I
come to You at times with confused emotions. I trust that You are too good to ever
be wrong. I ask for Your grace in this moment to endure the hard things of this
life. Amen.”
“Trust in the LORD with all your heart,
and lean not on your own understanding: in all your ways acknowledge Him, and
He shall direct your paths.”
Proverbs 3: 5.6
Today I remembered
my Mom. It was her birthday. She would
have been 79 years old today. I
remembered her throughout the day as I wore one of her bracelets and one of her
T-shirts to dinner. I also thought about
my Daddy a lot and how their marriage was just short of 60 years and how much
they loved each other. Daddy was telling
me the other night how he still gets up so carefully and quietly fearing that
he will disturb her sleep and then remember that she is no longer with him. This is a new reality for Dad as it is for
all of us. He says that sometimes he
thinks he will never get over her loss.
But I know that even though there is a large part of his heart that has
a hole the size of a short woman with a brilliant smile and a loving heart he
will continue on.
For each of us who
loved her, this verse is particularly appropriate. We continue to face each day without this
precious woman who was such a huge part of all of our lives. But just as she taught each of us in her
actions we are called to acknowledge God in ALL of our ways. To acknowledge means that we should come to
know the character and nature of our Creator through every trial, difficulty
and unfulfilled dream as the opportunity to discover Christ’s lordship over our
lives and trust in His love and care. We
can live without those who have gone on before us because we know the goodness
of God and claim His promises in this verse to direct our paths, dry our tears
and be assured because of the resurrection that we will not only be united with
Christ, but with those we have loved so dearly.
Please keep Daddy
and all of us in your prayers as we walk through this first of several “firsts”
without Mom. Thank you friends and
mighty prayer warriors.
Take joy in the
journey. Wear comfortable shoes and get some sleep. Count your blessings and say your
prayers. Love you all, Bruce, Gaylene,
Geni and Travis.
I am not moved by what
I see. I am not moved by what I feel. I am only moved by what I believe and I
believe God.
Prayer alerts: Tatum Flaming, our young cousin, is in the
hospital this weekend receiving chemo therapy.
Prayers for her and her family.
Prayers for
Lenore. She is the daughter of my
supervising teacher who was very recently diagnosed with metastatic breast
cancer.
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